Allison Guilbault
Mindful Mental Health
Untamed Alchemy Retreat
A 7 Day Immersive Bali Retreat for women who are ready to anchor back into feral pleasure, wild power and unimaginable purpose
April 11 - 18, 2026
Hi, I’m Allison. I’m a Licensed Therapist, Coach, and Global Thought Leader—but what you need to know right now is this:
I’m a woman who has spent the past decade chasing magic across more than 20 countries.
And in 2022, I found it.
I didn’t just arrive in Bali—I was received by her.
Something in the land—something ancient, sacred, and wildly alive—grabbed hold of me and sent me home a different woman.
Since then, I’ve built businesses, birthed a child, written a book proposal, given up alcohol, traveled to 15 more countries, and sat in rooms with some of the most brilliant minds and mystics in the world.
But more than any of that—I stepped into a life that feels rich with feral pleasure, wild power, and unimaginable purpose.
Power, Purpose & Pleasure in Paradise
That promise that once you’ve done enough—once you’ve fixed, achieved, or earned something—you’ll finally feel embodied, fulfilled, and free— isn't the ticket to the live that you actually want to live.
Because purpose without power is ornamental, and power without pleasure isn't power at all.
But what I will tell you is that when you descend all the way to your roots—into the unpolished, unedited, exquisitely honest layers of yourself—and you’re willing to stand there, raw and unarmored, something ancient in you stirs awake. Your soul’s truth stops whispering and starts leading. And from that place, alignment becomes the strategy.
You do not have to choose between the sacred and the strategic, between the deeply felt and the fiercely built.
Because you are you are both the altar and the architect.
You are the medicine and the movement.
Pleasure isn’t the reward. It’s the prerequisite.
When you reconnect to your pleasure centers—your senses, your intuition, your raw inner knowing—something profound happens.
You stop chasing.
You stop performing.
You stop trying to earn the life you’ve always deserved.
And from that place?
Pleasure alchemizes into power.
And power ignites purpose.
Welcome to Untamed Alchemy: The Bali Retreat- where we will go head deep into this energy—while immersed in the unmatched magic of Bali.
Note: due to the nature of this retreat and it's intentional intimate setting- space is limited and application is required.
Where Pleasure Awakens Power and Power Leads to Purpose
This retreat is a homecoming- a sacred return to the parts of you that have been buried beneath burnout, blurred boundaries, and the weight of always holding it all together.
The focus here is not just healing.
Not just transformation.
But the holy integration of spirituality, reclamation, radical, reverent self-love and an awakening of senses, intuition and limitless possibility.
You will reconnect to the parts of you that have been stripped away over time, eroded with the pressure of obligations and other people's opinions.
Together, we will remember what it feels like to be safe inside our bodies—to move not to fix, force, or prove, but simply to feel.
We will anchor into a deeper self-trust—the kind that doesn’t just whisper in meditation, but roars through your boundaries, your choices, and your voice long after you’ve flown home.
Together, we’ll gather in sacred circles and soul-deep processing sessions, held by a sisterhood of women who know what it means to be everything to everyone—yet still quietly wonder why it never feels like enough.
This is not about escaping your life.
It’s about remembering yourself inside it.
The kind of self-care that isn’t found in a bubble bath or a perfect morning routine. But in the messy, magnificent moments where you finally stop abandoning yourself.
Where you listen inward.
Where you soften into your truth.
Where you remember that pleasure is not a reward for good behavior.
It is a foundation for everything that happens next.
A Week of Devotion, Desire & Deep Unraveling
🌿 Sample Itinerary
Day One: Arrival + Welcome Ceremony + Intention Initiation
📅 April 11, 2025
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Afternoon: Arrivals + Settling In
Check in. Breathe deep. Let the pace of Bali invite your body to soften. You’ll be greeted with herbal welcome tonics and time to ground in your private space. -
Evening: Traditional Balinese Welcome Ceremony
We’ll open our circle with a sacred Balinese blessing to honor the land, the ancestors, and the energy we’ll co-create this week.
In this gentle and soulful space, you’ll be invited to set your personal intention—what you’re releasing, and what you’re ready to reclaim. -
Dinner: Sensory Nourishment
A slow, intentional meal prepared with local ingredients designed to awaken the senses, restore the nervous system, and nourish the body after travel. Think: coconut, turmeric, lemongrass, lime, jasmine rice, and grounding roots.
Day Two: Sacred Waters & Lunar Rebirth
📅 April 12, 2025 – Full Pink Moon 🌕
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Morning: Opening Sacred Circle – The Element of Water
We begin our first full day by gathering in sacred circle, inviting in the energy of water—soft, powerful, and uncontainable.
Water teaches us how to feel deeply, move freely, and surrender fully. Through breath, ritual, and reflection, we begin to dissolve the masks we wear and explore what it means to be seen, held, and received exactly as we are. -
Afternoon: Melukat Water Purification at Tirta Empul Temple + Lunch
We’ll journey to Tirta Empul, Bali’s most sacred water temple, to take part in a traditional Melukat purification ritual. Moving through ancient fountains fed by holy spring water, you’ll be invited to release old energy, stories, and shame—and allow the waters to carry them away. -
Evening: Full Moon Ceremony – Under the Pink Moon
As night falls and the Pink Moon rises over the jungle, we’ll gather beneath the stars for a lunar ritual to honor release, reclamation, and the wild feminine within. It will be a sacred close to a day of deep emotional shedding and spiritual renewal. You’ll be invited to access your primal knowing and your feral fire—to move, sound, and become without inhibition. This is a space with no restraints, no judgment, no comparison—only the invitation to get unapologetically weird, deeply sacred, and fully embodied.
Day Three: Intuition, Sound & Sacred Stillness
📅 April 13, 2025
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Morning: Breathwork + Deep Body Love +
Sacred Body Appreciation
This isn’t breathwork you’ve half‑felt in a crowded studio or rushed through like a routine. This is breath as devotion. Breath as gratitude. Breath as a tender homecoming to the body that has carried you this far. Rooted in ancient feminine wisdom and modern somatic practices, this session invites you to pour love into every inch of yourself—not just for how you look, but for what you’ve lived. The laugh lines that hold your joy. The legs that have carried you through seasons you thought might break you. The arms that have wrapped around people you love. Here, you’re gently invited to erase the judgment you’ve been conditioned to attach to your body, to release comparison, and to lean fully into loving‑kindness—for the vessel that holds you, heals you, and has never stopped showing up for you.
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Afternoon: Sound Healing at the Pyramids of Chi + Integration
We journey to the Pyramids of Chi for a transformative sound healing immersion.
Bathed in the frequencies of gongs, didgeridoos, and crystal bowls, you’ll be supported in restoring harmony to body and spirit.
Afterward, you’ll have space to integrate—float in the pool, journal, explore, or rest. Let the medicine settle. -
Evening: Local Dinner as Ceremony
We’ll gather for a grounded, locally prepared dinner—connecting through food to the people, land, and flavors of Bali.
Day Four: Ecstatic Embodiment & Fire Rebirth
📅 April 14, 2025
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Morning: Ecstatic Dance + Pleasure Activation
We awaken the body as a vessel of pleasure and power through ecstatic movement—a guided, music-driven journey where you’ll move freely: swaying, shaking, stretching, dancing. You’ll be invited to embody everything you’ve been leaning into—confidence, softness, desire, fire—and let it move through you. This is your opportunity to reclaim movement as pleasure, to let go of comparison, judgment, and insecurity, and to meet yourself—fully, fiercely, and without apology. -
Afternoon: Integration Circle + Lunch
After dance, we don’t just move on—we integrate. In this sacred processing circle, you’ll sit with your sisters and give voice to what moved through you. This is where the real magic happens—where we cry, scream, unravel, and let ourselves be seen. You’ll be held in community, without fixing or silencing. This is the part most retreats skip—but here, we honor that healing isn’t just in the practice, it’s in the reflection, the witnessing, the togetherness. -
Evening: Sacred Fire Ceremony
As darkness falls, we’ll gather under the stars for a sacred fire ceremony led by a Balinese shaman. Rooted in ancient ritual, this blessing and release ceremony invites you to lay down what’s heavy and make space for what’s ready to rise. With flame, chant, and intention, you’ll offer your fears, doubts, and old identities to the fire—while anchoring into the power of who you are becoming. A night of clarity, devotion, and energetic renewal.
Day Five: Open Heart, Soft Power
📅 April 15, 2025
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Morning: Cacao Ceremony + Embodied Reflection
We begin with a heart-opening cacao ceremony, inviting warmth, softness, and self-connection.
Through breath, movement, and stillness, you’ll be guided inward to listen, feel, and reconnect with what’s most alive within you. -
Afternoon: Free Time
This afternoon is yours. Visit the Sacred Monkey Forest, explore a nearby temple, indulge in a traditional Balinese massage, or simply rest by the pool. Follow your pleasure -
Evening: Sunset Sharing Circle + Dinner
We’ll close the day in circle—sharing what’s been remembered, reclaimed, or released.
Then, we’ll enjoy another nourishing dinner together—rooted in laughter, reflection, and quiet celebration.
Day Six: Devotion & Deep Gratitude
📅 April 16, 2025
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Morning: Opening Sacred Circle – Gratitude as Relationship
This morning we explore gratitude as more than a practice—it’s a way of being. In Bali, gratitude is given to everything: to the ants, to the sun, to the ancestors, to the land. In this circle, you’ll be invited to honor the thread that connects you to all things, and to remember that true power begins with reverence. -
Afternoon: Canang Sari Ritual with a High Priestess
We’ll be welcomed into the home of a Balinese high priestess to learn the sacred art of Canang Sari—the daily offerings placed across the island. You’ll craft your own offering with intention and care, learning the meaning behind each element and the quiet wisdom embedded in ritual. -
Evening: Temple Visit & Placement Ritual +
As dusk falls, you’ll be guided to offer your Canang Sari—an intentional act of devotion that honors the Balinese tradition of daily gratitude. This is a moment of alignment: to name what has shaped you, to recognize your place in something larger, and to anchor into the truth that power begins with presence. By releasing your offering, you’re not just giving thanks—you’re participating in co-creation, marking your life as a deliberate and sacred act. We’ll close the evening with a locally-prepared dinner, shared in community and grounded in purpose, reflection, and quiet strength.
Day Seven: Sovereignty & Integration
📅 April 17, 2025
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Morning: Closing Circle – The Return
We gather in our final circle to reflect, witness, and reclaim. You’ll be invited to speak what’s shifted and honor what you’re taking home—but you’ll also be invited to decide how you want to close: stay, step away, move, rest, or witness.This is the practice of sovereignty. You choose your ending. -
Afternoon: Integration as Devotion
The day is yours. Some may seek solitude, others may crave connection. You might journal, revisit a sacred space, receive one last massage, or simply rest. Follow what feels right. You no longer need permission to honor your truth. -
Evening: Farewell Dinner & Celebration
We’ll gather one last time for a soft and joyful closing dinner. No ceremony, no structure—just presence, ease, and a quiet honoring of all we’ve lived this week.
Day Eight: A Quiet Return
📅 April 18, 2025
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Morning: Optional Sunrise Practice + Departures
You’re invited to begin this final morning slowly—with movement, journaling, or quiet reflection.
A space will be open for those who wish to gather one last time—no agenda, just presence.
Check-out is at 11:00am. Support will be available for logistics and transitions. This is your soft return.
You don’t leave with a to-do list. You leave with a deeper knowing.
🌴 Your Portal to Bali
🌺 Retreat Investment & Inclusions
✨ Your Investment
Joining the Untamed Alchemy Bali Retreat is an investment of $3,950 in you.
💛 Two ways to secure your spot:
✔️ Pay in Full: $3,850 ($100 off!)
✔️ Payment Plan: $1,000 non‑refundable deposit today, then two payments of $1,475 (spaced about 3 months apart) — with everything wrapped up by March 1, 2026.
🌺 What’s Included
✔️ 7 dreamy nights of luxury accommodations in Bali
✔️ Soul‑stirring daily workshops, circles, and guided experiences
✔️ Beautiful, nourishing meals each day (most days include two!)
✔️ Magical group excursions and cultural immersions
✔️ An intimate, high‑caliber circle of women walking this journey with you
✔️ Deep, heart‑led guidance from me every step of the way
🚫 What’s Not Included
✔️ Your airfare or transportation to and from Bali ✈️
✔️ Travel insurance (required for all attendees to protect your investment and ensure coverage in case of illness, delays, or unexpected events) 💛
✔️ Required travel documents (like your valid passport and any visas) 🛂
✔️ Personal purchases, spa services, or optional add‑on excursions 🛍️
Things you need to know:
✨ Things You Need to Know Before You Join ✨
✔️ This is a completely 100% alcohol free retreat
I believe many of the most intuitive, successful women I know choose to live alcohol‑free—and this retreat is created with that same intention. This is a sacred space to explore, to be mindful, vulnerable, and deeply spiritual. Alcohol and other mind‑numbing substances are not permitted at any time, including privately. While you don’t need to live an entirely alcohol‑free lifestyle year‑round, you must be fully comfortable not drinking at all during this experience. For that reason, this retreat is best suited for someone who already has the skills, support, and comfort level to navigate an alcohol‑free environment. This program is not appropriate for active drinkers, and attendees are expected to have at least a few months of experience living alcohol‑free.
✔️ Deposit & Payments
A $1,000 deposit is required to secure your spot and is non‑refundable. Your remaining payments are either paid in full or in two installments of $1,475 each (spaced about three months apart), with all payments completed by March 1, 2026.
✔️ Cancellation Policy
• Payments beyond the $1,000 deposit are refundable (minus the deposit) up to 90 days before the retreat (up to $2,950 back).
• Payments beyond the deposit are 50% refundable until March 1, 2026.
• After March 1, 2026, no refunds are available.
• A transfer of your spot may be considered only at my discretion and must be requested in writing at least 30 days before the retreat.
✔️ Travel Insurance (HIGHLY Recommended)
Comprehensive travel insurance is required for all attendees.
It protects your investment in case of illness, delays, or unexpected events and ensures you’re covered for international travel.
✔️ Other Essentials
• Airfare is not included in your retreat investment.
• You must have a valid passport (check that it’s valid at least 6 months past April 2026) and any required visas.
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When I started working with Allison, I didn’t even know how disconnected I was from myself. I just knew I was exhausted all the time—mentally, emotionally, physically.
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